Can’t remember any of it dammit. Getting a new job within the restaurant complex, that woman who used to run a restaurant applying for a shit job. Later getting dinner with Dan and a friend, taking the money left on the table behind us. Seeing Iyana on the tv screen, or at least thinking I did, then thinking i saw her in the room. That’s my crush, I said. But later I watch her Instagram story, she’s in Paris with a different coloured wig on. Blue or purple. A little buttercup with a purple wig walks down the steps next to her at a Parisian museum. I know it’s not where I am because "1m" ago it is totally light outside in her story.